life's great.
so great that im not even feeling happy.
i dont know what am i thinking also.
get stress over every single thing.
what's got into me.
zzz.

its difficult to juggle around groups of friends.
i love my friends.
but sometimes what i show on the outside, isnt what i feel inside.
sorry.

enough crapping la.
if not im gonna be emo-shitting.
roar.

remembered that there's 2 bitchy customer ytd.
never listen properly want to blame me.
keep giving me that kind of "black" face, your whole family die is it.
zzz.

ended work.
slack awhile.
went home to change and met mag.
cabbed to sebes house.
damn place, so big until cannot find.
drank and drank.
calsberg with wine.
seh like dunno what.

supposed to meet lifang, jocelyn and people.
but cant i wake and not feeling well.
sorry.
2nd time i ps jocelyn.
sians.
):

today's new year eve.
i dont have the new year mood.
not at all.
all i think about is the alcohol after work.
and its my last day at bliss.
gonna miss manymany people there.
jeolyn, kristin, madeline, huiqing, jessca, jase, heather, jennifer, yenping, cecelia, jiawei, limkunkiat, tecklee, tecksoon, minghui, alien, songwei, qinglong, eugene, mingfeng, mulin, rongming, man, peter, weijun, jit.
blah blah, maybe got somemore but i forgot the names.
im so not gonna miss ben, ask him die early la.

awhile more and im leaving for work at bliss.
hope today's countdown will be better than christmas eve's one.
yawns.

i think i need a brainwash.
or just let me die.
drink to death !
bye.

define LOVE , baby.
wtf is that.
i hate myself.